I hate when I keep posting blogs.

I hate it even more when I see that someone actually reads them.
aha. My blogs aren't funny, or even extremely weird.. Why do people read them..? Half the time I don't even reread my posts because they're that boring.

I leave for work in a few hours.. and odds are I'll be terminated tonight.
I'm scared, I'll admit it.. I don't want to be fired. Not yet.

Matthew Thiessen wrote me today, he's too sweet..
He helps me build up confidence.
I love that I can depend on him..
Whenever I'm down, I read something from him to feel better.
It usually works, too.

He actually cares.
This is one of the reasons he's my hero.
I really hope I'll have the chance to meet him someday.