Call It Torture

I'd Say The Rest.. But It Just Wouldn't Work..
As Some Of You May Know, I'm A Senior In High School And I'm Working On My Second Year Of College.. I'm Taking Classes At The (So Called) 'Local' Community College (One Of The Campus's I Go To Is 20 Miles Away. I Have To Cross The Pacific Ocean Every Time I Go To Class.). I Like The Campus.. Even Though It Does Happen To Be Located In The Slummiest Town In Washington..

I'm Not Sure If My Grades Are Going To Cut It This Year..
I've Already Got It Set In My Head That I'm Going To Fail.
Whenever I'm In A Room, I Feel Like I'm The Dumbest One There, And I Shouldn't Be There..
That's How It Was In My Regular High School Class Too.

I Want To Be Smart, But I'm Not.. It's Not Something That's Going To Change Either.. So.. I'm Starting To Try To Figure Out What Exactly I Can Do After This Year Is Over, Cause I Doubt I Could Take Four More Years Of College At An Actual University..


I'm Thinking That Bank Robbery Would Be A Good Profession To Get Into After High School...
And If That Backfires, I'll Get To Have A Free Room At The Lovely City Prison.. Oh Joy.