Thursday, September 27, 2007

Call It Torture

I'd Say The Rest.. But It Just Wouldn't Work..
As Some Of You May Know, I'm A Senior In High School And I'm Working On My Second Year Of College.. I'm Taking Classes At The (So Called) 'Local' Community College (One Of The Campus's I Go To Is 20 Miles Away. I Have To Cross The Pacific Ocean Every Time I Go To Class.). I Like The Campus.. Even Though It Does Happen To Be Located In The Slummiest Town In Washington..

I'm Not Sure If My Grades Are Going To Cut It This Year..
I've Already Got It Set In My Head That I'm Going To Fail.
Whenever I'm In A Room, I Feel Like I'm The Dumbest One There, And I Shouldn't Be There..
That's How It Was In My Regular High School Class Too.

I Want To Be Smart, But I'm Not.. It's Not Something That's Going To Change Either.. So.. I'm Starting To Try To Figure Out What Exactly I Can Do After This Year Is Over, Cause I Doubt I Could Take Four More Years Of College At An Actual University..


I'm Thinking That Bank Robbery Would Be A Good Profession To Get Into After High School...
And If That Backfires, I'll Get To Have A Free Room At The Lovely City Prison.. Oh Joy.

10 comments:

AE said...

chica, you got to change ur "im a loser" mentality! seriously! through, christ all things we can do!I've gotfaith in you and I dont even know u..well in person. haha
Ialso think im not smart enough..I'm basically the youngest in all my classes but 1. Its intimidating! but guess what? .. I'm pressing on! ;]

sjaarnaeh said...

What Andrea Said!
Although, Free Rooming Sounds Nice :]

Jenna Lea said...

you're too funny. I bet you're like super SUPER SMART!!!! :D

Jess :]] said...

C'mon Britt, don't think that.
You're wicked smart. =)
Just ask for help when you need it, and do your best.

As our favorite guys once said..

"everything is gonna be just fine..."

Jenna Lea said...

I LOVE THAT SONG!!! :D

Rebekah said...

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Just dropping in to say hello!

Tamara said...

Brittany! I haven't talked to you
for such a long time!
Anyways... stop bringing yourself
down! I'm sure you're plenty smart!
but I know how you feel, I have no
idea what I'm gonna do after this
year, I get super stress out just
thinking about it.
Can I join you in your bank robbery
haha jk... that would be a bad idea

Amanda said...

Hey Britt!

Nina said...

i wouldn't try to stress out about it so much...
you're probably really smarter than half the people in your classes anyway and all of them are probably thinking, "holy shinikes! she's still in highschool and she's a sophmore in college too?"
if you tell yourself you can do, then you most likely will be able to :]
anywho... i found it funny that when i came to your blog, i was listening to college kids and then i read that blog and i laughed... but silently because i'm at school and i would've been given a weird look... haha
anyway, hope some of that made sense... bahaha
for some reason, i'm still writing... so i'm gonna go now... lol

Brittany said...

hahaha, Nina..

Actually The College Class I'm Taking In Gig Harbor Is A Required Class For All Running Start Students.. So It's Almost All High Schoolers, And Just A Few Recent Graduates, And One Older Guy. Haha