Call It Torture

I'd Say The Rest.. But It Just Wouldn't Work..
As Some Of You May Know, I'm A Senior In High School And I'm Working On My Second Year Of College.. I'm Taking Classes At The (So Called) 'Local' Community College (One Of The Campus's I Go To Is 20 Miles Away. I Have To Cross The Pacific Ocean Every Time I Go To Class.). I Like The Campus.. Even Though It Does Happen To Be Located In The Slummiest Town In Washington..

I'm Not Sure If My Grades Are Going To Cut It This Year..
I've Already Got It Set In My Head That I'm Going To Fail.
Whenever I'm In A Room, I Feel Like I'm The Dumbest One There, And I Shouldn't Be There..
That's How It Was In My Regular High School Class Too.

I Want To Be Smart, But I'm Not.. It's Not Something That's Going To Change Either.. So.. I'm Starting To Try To Figure Out What Exactly I Can Do After This Year Is Over, Cause I Doubt I Could Take Four More Years Of College At An Actual University..


I'm Thinking That Bank Robbery Would Be A Good Profession To Get Into After High School...
And If That Backfires, I'll Get To Have A Free Room At The Lovely City Prison.. Oh Joy.

Bend To Break Tracklisting

Equal Vision Records Just Released This Information This Morning..

1. Get Out
2. If I Surrender
3. Hate To See You Go
4. It Isn't Me
5. Complaintor
6. The Tragedy
7. I Didn't See
8. Empty House
9. Minnesota
10. I'll Never Know
11. Don't Pretend

Oh, And You Can Download 'If I Surrender' Here For FREE..

Yes, It's Legal.. Equal Vision Records Put It Out..
Bend To Break Comes To Stores October 30th,
I CAN'T WAIT!

I Freaked Out Over Nothing

Class Was Nice..
The Teacher Was Great!
It Was Only An Hour :(
I Can't Wait Till Wednesday!
I Have To Find Songs That I Want To Learn And Bring Them In On Cds..
I Want My First Song To Be An RK One,
Then I Wanna Learn BN, TBS, And AOM, And Other Stuff..
I'm Probably Only Gonna Be Doing Their Slower Acoustic Stuff Though..
Cause I Wont' Be Able To Play Fast Yet Or Anything.
HaHa..

The Movie Hero

None Of You Know This, But Every Night Before Going To Bed I Start A Show Or A Movie, Set A Timer On The Television, Hop In Bed, Then Depending On How Tired I Am.. Watch The Movie, Or Turn And Face The Wall And Go To Sleep.. I Try Not To Watch Part Of A Movie And Then Sleep, Because I Usually Get Hooked And Don't Want To End Up Sleeping During The Movie Which I May Not See Again, So I Just Stay Up.

Last Night At A Little After 3:40, I Found A Movie On HBO I Believe,

"The Movie Hero"



The Title Grabbed My Attention For Some Reason.. I'm Very Picky On What I Watch Before Sleeping, But This Movie Seemed Good.. It Had Already Started So I Was A Little Behind, But Right From When I Started Watching It I Loved It.. It Was Different, And Funny.. I Really Like Jeremy Sisto's Voice, That's Probably Why I Was Immediately Captivated. I Think The Main Persons Voice Really Affects The Way I Look At A Movie.. Not Only That, But I Like How Clever He Was.. I Was Exhausted When I Started The Movie, I Was Planning On Starting It Then Falling Asleep Quickly, But I Couldn't, I Had To Keep Watching, I Made Myself Stay Up Till 5 To Watch It, I'm Glad I Did, It Was Great.. Jeremy Sisto Plays Blake Gardner, He Sees That He Has An Audience, Which Is, I Guess Us.. No One Else Can See It, So He Appears Slightly Crazy To Everyone Around Him.. Because He Has An Audience He Says He's In A Movie, And He Calls Himself "The Hero." He Talks To Us, The Audience, Constantly, And He Doesn't Understand Why He's The Only One Who Can See It.. Because It Appeared That Blake Was Insane, He Had To Go See A Therapist, Elizabeth Orlando, She's Extremely Pretty And Nice, So Right Off The Bat Blake Assumes She's His "Love Interest" For His Movie And Calls Her That For The Rest Of The Film.. It's Cute.

Hmm.. That's Enough On The Movie.

I Think You Should Watch It If You Haven't Already..

A Promise Made, A Promise Kept

This Is Going To Be A Very Happy And Chipper Post.
You Can Thank Jenna For That.

I'm Going To Gather Some Good Thoughts,
And Post It, Here..
Oh Joy,
Here It Goes..

It Is Currently 12:29 AM
I'm Awake, As Usual..
Listening To The Television While Typing, And Glancing Over At The Screen From Time To Time.
I'm Watching Stuart Little.
I Never Really Understood This Movie,Why Would A Mouse Be In Foster Care?
Why Doesn't Everyone Freak Out Over The Fact That He Can Talk?
Why Does Jonathan Lipnicki Only Seem To Do Movies With Animals Of Some Sort Involved..? There's 'Dr. Dolittle' 'Little Vampire' And.. Uh, Ok, I Could Only Come Up With Two Other Movies.. But It's ALL I Remember Him From..
I Actually JUST Googled Him To See What Else He's In..
I Didn't Find Any Animal Based Movies.. So I Guess I Was Wrong..

Oh Right.. I Need To Think Of Good Happy Stuff..

What Makes Me Happy?

Concerts, Concerts Make Me Happy.

Well.. In 77 Days I Will Be Seeing My Five Favorite Men Known Together As Relient K,
Separately They're Known As Dave, Matthew, Jon, John And Matt.
To Say The Least, This Is Going To Be The Highlight Of My Winter..
It'll Be My Early Christmas And My Late Birthday..
I'm Looking Forward To This More Than Projekt Revolution..
I'm NOT Planning On Leaving This Concert The Same As PR, Which Was In Tears (If You Didn't Already Know..) I Know They'll Be Great, Relient K Is Always Great, Even When They Think They Weren't So Hot..

Speaking Of Relient K..

My Friend Kerina I Guess Met M.T. Last Night At A Uhh Club Or Something..
She Sent Me This Long Message About It, I Freaked Out, And Replied With Something Like "YoU Met Matthew, And Didn't Mention Me?" HaHa

She's Not Really A Big RK Fan, She's A Huge TBS Fan Though..

She Like Everyone Else, Said He's One Of The Nicest People She's Met..

He Even Came Up To Her And Her Friend A Few Times A Little Later To Talk.. He Even Sang To Them.. Aww..

I'd Like To Believe That If I Ever Saw Matthew Somewhere He'd Recognize Me, And Walk Up And Want To Talk To Me.. But We Both Know That's Impossible..

Oh Man.. Back To Happy.. Sorry Jenna, That Wasn't So Peppy Right There..

Lets See Uh..

I Went To Walmart And Fred Meyers Today,

I Had Fun.. For The Most Part.

I Made Tons Of Ridiculous Jokes Like I Usually Do, Except Today, About 8/10 Of The Ones I Made Were Actually Laughed At! By OTHER People! Usually I'm The Only One Laughing, It Was Nice Seeing Others Laugh..

I'm Kidding,

People Usually Laugh At My Jokes, When They Understand Them..

Back To The Store Story,

I Looked At Costumes, No Superman, Darn.. I Will Just Have To Keep Looking I Suppose.. I WILL Find One. Then I Helped Dress Katrina Up So She Could Take Some Picture.. HaHa It Was Fun. In Fred Meyers, They Had These GIANT Helmets And Blow Up Football, So Of Course I Blurted "Hey, We Should Take A Picture With These Enormous Helmets On Our Head" So I Put It On My Head, (I Had To Actually Hold It, It Was A Little To Big To Fit My Head On It Own, And When I Say A Little, I Mean A LOT) I Awaited For Katrina To Take The Picture, She Snapped A Picture, I Took The Helmet Off, Handed It To Her As She Handed Me The Phone, Then I Took One Of Her.. After Taking One Of Her, I Said Something Along The Lines Of "Well We Should Get Trent Over Here So He Can Take A Picture Of Both Of Us At The Same Time, And I Can Pretend To Toss You The Football.." We Went Searching Around For Him, We Spotted Him And Made Him Come Over To Help, But There Was A Guy Stacking Fruit, So We Decided For Later.. 20 Minutes Later We Went Back, The Man Was Gone, We Took The Picture, Then Went And Found Dan And Tanya In Line.. I'm Glad No One At FM Came Up And Told Us To Cut It Out, That Would've Sucked.. I'm Kinda Immature When Around Katrina, It's Definitely NOT Good.. When I'm NOt Around Her, I'm The Complete Opposite.. Weird Eh..

It's 1:20 Now,

I Kept Getting Distracted.. It's Nearly Been An Hour! Whoa..

I Waste Too Much Time On The Computer. For What, I Do Not Know..

I Don't Even Enjoy Being On My Computer, It's Like A Bad Habit.


I Really Hope No One Reads This Blog,

I Don't Like It,

But When Do I Like My Blogs?

I'm Lost,

I'm Confused..

And A Little Hurt. :/

I Remembered.

Yeah, So This Weekend I Was In Spokane, Washington.
The Whole Drive There I Was Listening To Relient K (It Was 8 Hours..)
I Didn't Listen To Them When I Was There At The House I Was Staying At, I Missed The Music, A Lot..
The Drive Home It Was Only A 7 Hour Drive, I Listened To Them For 6 Hours,
And I Played A Bunch Of Mario Kart On Trents Nintendo DS..
I Think My Driving Skill Has Improved..

I Remembered WHY Exactly I Love Relient K So Much,
They Really Made My Mood 10 Times Better Than It Was Last Week.
I Wrote Down A Lot Of Reasons Why I Love Relient K On A Note Pad..
My Sister Kept Trying To Read It, But I Wouldn't Let Her..
I'm Surprised I Post Blogs, Usually I Don't Let People Read Anything That I Write Unless I'm Directing It Towards Them..

I Was Going To Write More,
But I Have To Get Ready To Go To The Mall..
Bleh, Third Day Of Going To A Mall In A Row..
All Three Malls Were Different Too..