One week

I can make one week,
I've done it before,
I'll do it again,
this time it'll stick.

Circa Survive tonight.
I'm wondering if I should bring my camera or not..

Is School Done With Yet?

I keep waiting last minute to do everything.
I can't motivate myself to stay ahead.
This is college, I can't fall behind, I can't fail. I Can't.
And if I do, then what. What'll happen?
Hmm. Well.. I'll Probably be held back a year, that's what will happen.

Oh, when this quarter is over I will officially have all my required credits in order to graduate.
But that doesn't mean I can fail, next quarter. I still have to pass those Civics classes that have to do with volunteer work and senior projects, that is.. if I want to graduate in 2008, anyway.. Make sense... It's a requirement, but not..?
haha uncool.

Want to know what class I dislike, most?

Scratch that, It's an even tie for all of them but one.

And what is the one I actually enjoy getting up early for?

Ok, I'll tell you. It's Guitar.

:)

I hate when I keep posting blogs.

I hate it even more when I see that someone actually reads them.
aha. My blogs aren't funny, or even extremely weird.. Why do people read them..? Half the time I don't even reread my posts because they're that boring.

I leave for work in a few hours.. and odds are I'll be terminated tonight.
I'm scared, I'll admit it.. I don't want to be fired. Not yet.

Matthew Thiessen wrote me today, he's too sweet..
He helps me build up confidence.
I love that I can depend on him..
Whenever I'm down, I read something from him to feel better.
It usually works, too.

He actually cares.
This is one of the reasons he's my hero.
I really hope I'll have the chance to meet him someday.

Tell me you know what I mean

Please don't be technology
Cause I can't turn off your love
Like some cold machine

Don’t feed me scraps from your bed
And I won't be the stray coming back
Just to be fed

Don’t be waves
Come to seal my fate, marine
Just pretend
That you want me
And be my babe

Don’t be that note I can't hold
Don’t be that joke that I told
And told
Till it got old
Don’t be that hand around my throat
So I can't breathe
You say you're my friend
But why won't you be my family?

Well, if you breed
Just don't tell me

Be my babe.

Be my serene
Tell me you know what I mean
You’ve set on me but you are not the sun
And you will not listen

I'm Covering Relient K's Show.

December 3rd.

I'm Excited.

May The Horse Be With You. :)

I Refuse To Make A List.

hahah.

I Love Animals. I Love Music. I Hate Meanies, Although It Seems Those Are The Only People I Surround Myself By. I'm Dressing Up For The Relient K Concert I'm Going To In Washington. I'm Gonna Stand Out. I Don't Really Have 'Friends' I Have A Few Acquaintances, But They're Really Not Friends. I'm Currently Reading Franny And Zooey While I'm On The Bus. I'm Not Funny... Or Interesting. Matthew Thiessen Means More To Me Than Anything Or Anyone, That Includes My Family (I'd Say 'And Friends' But Like I Said.. I Don't Really Have Those.) If I Ever Meet Him, I Don't Know HOW I'd React. I'm Scared I Might Pass Out. Lately, It Seems I Am Addicted To Soda, I Have About 24 Oz Of It A Day, When Just A Few Months Ago I'd Go Weeks At A Time Without Ever Wanting Or Having Any.. I'm Scared I'm Going To Ruin My Teeth. I'm At Target WAYY Too Much, And I Rarely Ever Buy Anything, Unless Someone Else Is Paying. I Always See Things That Make Me Think Of Relient K. I Am Pretty Much Always Wanting To Buy Them Something.. It's A Good Thing I Don't Usually Have Money Because I Would've Already Spent Thousands Of Dollars On Them. I'm Usually Really Nice, The Only Time I'm Not Is When I Think That Somebody Is Lying. I'm Five Feet And One Point Five Inches Tall. I'm Wondering Why I Didn't Type That Out The Way Normal People Do. I Rarely Restart My Computer. It's Usually On, Or Set In Hibernation Mode. I Have Trouble Closing Tabs.. Right Now I Have About 30 Open.. I Eat Unhealthy.. Which Is Why I've Been Gaining So Much Weight So Fast. I'm A Really Shy Person, I Have Trouble Having Conversations With People I Don't Know. When I'm Somewhere That I Feel Comfortable At; I Am Loud, Hyper, And I Make Tons Of Unnecessary Jokes.. And Only About A Quarter Of Them Get Laughed At By Other People. I Work At Dairy Queen.. I'm Only There To Get Money For Relient K Presents. This Is Getting Way Too Long. I'm Done For Now.

You're Gonna Break It.

So I've Been Gaining Weight Lately.

Like A LOT.

It's Kinda Sad.

I Should Post A Recent Picture Of Me, To Prove It. (Because I Know Some Of You Don't Believe Me No Matter What I Say.) But I've Been Avoiding The Camera These Past Few Months.. It's A Good Thing, Me Avoiding The Camera. Really.. I Can't Afford To Replace My Camera If It Cracks. :)

I Should Start Going Running Again. But.. I'm Much Too Lazy Lately.
Halloween Candy Isn't Helping Me, Either.