I'm Lost,

I'm Confused..

And A Little Hurt. :/

I Remembered.

Yeah, So This Weekend I Was In Spokane, Washington.
The Whole Drive There I Was Listening To Relient K (It Was 8 Hours..)
I Didn't Listen To Them When I Was There At The House I Was Staying At, I Missed The Music, A Lot..
The Drive Home It Was Only A 7 Hour Drive, I Listened To Them For 6 Hours,
And I Played A Bunch Of Mario Kart On Trents Nintendo DS..
I Think My Driving Skill Has Improved..

I Remembered WHY Exactly I Love Relient K So Much,
They Really Made My Mood 10 Times Better Than It Was Last Week.
I Wrote Down A Lot Of Reasons Why I Love Relient K On A Note Pad..
My Sister Kept Trying To Read It, But I Wouldn't Let Her..
I'm Surprised I Post Blogs, Usually I Don't Let People Read Anything That I Write Unless I'm Directing It Towards Them..

I Was Going To Write More,
But I Have To Get Ready To Go To The Mall..
Bleh, Third Day Of Going To A Mall In A Row..
All Three Malls Were Different Too..

Get Back On Your Prozac..

I Haven't Been Too Happy Lately.
It Seems Like Every Other Day I'm Feeling Horrible,
I Get Really Sad, And Make Myself Sick, And The Sick Feeling Sticks With Me For Hours.
I'm Not Going To Say The Main Reason Of Why I've Been Getting Sad, It's A Dumb Reason,
Trust Me, You Wouldn't Care.

When I Was Younger My Doctor Thought I Was Depressed, I Thought He Was Crazy For Thinking That.. I Was On Prozac For About A Year I Think.. Then I Stopped.. I Don't Really Think That Medicated Drugs Are The Answer. I Just Need To Be Happy With My Life.. And I Can't Be Happy With My Life, Until I Actually Get One.. Just Don't Expect Me To Get One Anytime Soon.. I'm One Of Those People Who Complain That There Needs To Be Change, But Will Never Try And Change A Thing Themselves..

I'm Not Allowing Comments, That Way I Can Pretend No One Actually Read This.

Now Compare..

Fred Posted The Finished Version Of "Choke"
It Is Now Called "If I Surrender"

Listen To The Difference From My Last Post And This... I Wanna Hear You Say "Whoaa"

Fred Is A Musical Genius. :]

http://www.myspace.com/thecolorfred

I'm Wicked Proud Of Myself..
I Heard It Before Like EVERYONE,
I'm Pretty Sure I Heard It First,
I KNEW He Was Going To Post It When He Came Online (At 1 A.M. I Might Add..)
So I Kept Refreshing The Page, Hoping For The Best, And Then That Something Happened. A Thousand Clever Lines, Revealed.. On TCF's Myspace..

Ok, So Me Trying To Change Lyrics To An Incredible TBS Song Didn't Work.. AHaHa

Oy, I'm Sleepy.. It's 3 AM..

But, I've Only Been Up For 14 Hours, So I SHOULDN'T Be Tired.. I Just Am.



Today Was GREAT, Matt Mentioned Me In His Blog..
Of Course I Saved It, Helloooo I'm Brittany!
I ALWAYS Save Stuff Like That..
So Here It Is, I Don't Know WHY I'm Posting It..



Cool Eh?

It Made Me Happy, He EVEN Spelled My Name Correctly.. :]

After Reading That, I Went For A Mile And A Half Run..
Nothing Compared To Matts "Only 3 Or 4 Miles"
But Oh Well, It Was Good Enough For Me..

Seriously, I Gotta Start Running Again,
Being On The Computer So Much Is Honest To God, Affecting Me In A Bad Way..

So, I'm Gonna Try To Take Matts Advice And Do Something Useful.. I Just Don't Know WHAT Yet..

SUGGESTIONS?

The Color Fred

So I Found A Website Where I Could Download Two Of His Songs,
I Found It Before EVERY Huge TCF Fan..
I Downloaded It,
Reformatted It,
And Uploaded It,
To IMeem..

Listen.

:D







When His Cd Comes Out This Fall, BUY IT, Please. :]

I'm Ready

http://emilee1990.imeem.com/music/OOtkbMh0/im_ready/


I Really Enjoy This Song,

Like A LOT..

It's So Good, That I Actually Feel Guilty For Downloading It Instead Of Buying It At A Store Like A Good Kid..

Sorry, I'm Constantly Broke, I Can't Afford To Buy All The Cd's I Want..

I'll Make Up For It One Day,

Somehow.. When I'm Older.

Deal?

Well Tomorrow I'll Find Out Whether Or Not I Have A New Job,

If I Get A Job, Then I'll Buy Jack's Mannequins Cd.

I Have This Tendency To Want A New Cd, So I'll Illegaly Download It, And Say It's Only Temporary, And That I'll Buy The Cd Once I Get Money, But Then When I Get Money, Another Cd Instantly Springs In The Air, And I Get That Because I Don't Have Any Of Those Songs On My Computer, And I Already Downloaded The Other Bands Songs.

I Have About $300 Dollars Saved Up From My Birthday, I'm Saving It For RK Tickets, And If There's Any Money Left After That, I'm Saving It For TCF Tickets.. So I Can't Use That For A JM Cd... That I've Wanted For A While.. Hmm..

I Make Pointless Blogs. (That's Why I Rarely Post Any.)


:D

Relient K Dates

October 17 Columbus, OH

October 18 Holland, MI

October 19 Minneapolis, MN

October 20 Cedar Falls, IA

October 21 Fargo, ND

October 23 Merrillville, IN

October 24 Evansville, IN

October 25 Jonesboro, AR

October 26 Houston, TX

October 27 Dallas, TX

October 29 Baton Rouge, LA

October 30 Mobile, AL

November 1 Columbia, SC

November 2 Winston-Salem, NC

November 3 Greenville, SC

November 4 Atlanta, GA

November 8 Knoxville, TN

November 10 Green Bay, WI

November 9 Springfield, IL

November 11 Moline, IL

November 13 Ypislanti, MI

November 14 Cincinnati, OH

November 15 University Park, PA

November 16 Bethlehem, PA

November 17 New York, NY

November 18 Baltimore, MD

November 27 Irvine, CA

November 28 San Luis Obispo, CA

November 29 San Jose, CA

November 30 Davis, CA

December 01 Portland, OR

December 02 Pullman, WA

Pullman,
Grr.. I Hate You..
Why Do You Have To Be 310 Miles From Me?
I'll Try My Hardest To Get To You On The 2nd
I Just Have To Make It.

:/